Soon after returning home from the hospital after the birth of our son, we realized that we had to completely rethink our time management: Carpe Minutam.

You know Carpe Diem, “seize the day.” With a baby, that becomes “seize the minute, because you don’t know when it will wake up again!” Undisturbed time became a luxury – should we tidy up, organize, or rest ourselves? Often, we started with resting.

It took a while to get our household back on track—what a gift it is to be able to take parental leave! First, we had to completely change our lifestyle, and that as two introverted, highly sensitive people who had developed coping strategies over the years that were now, overnight, partially obsolete. And then we also had high expectations of how much attention and love we wanted to give our child.

Even the baby driver’s license course that we did couldn’t really prepare us for what awaited us. It was a bit like learning to swim “in theory”, by talking about it – not wrong, but trying it out and doing it is essential. Our first “aha” moment in this process was realizing how important it is for us to maintain humor, confidence, and peace. There is hope: our Father in Heaven entrusted this baby to us; he believed we were ready for it. So we continue to try to grow into these shoes.

It wasn’t until one year after his brith that the feeling of being on the brink of being completely overwhelmed faded a little. Becoming parents was the most challenging thing we have ever experienced. Yet, there are parents who have to overcome even greater challenges—we cannot imagine how single parents manage. But we also know that with further children, we will be able to deal with situations much more calmly. Simply because we have already done it once.

Until then, we will make the most of every minute that God gives us.

Image Prompt: Clipart style illustration of a classic round alarm clock with two bells on top. The clock has only two hands (hour and minute). A 5-minute section on the clock face, starting right after the minute hand and going clockwise, is highlighted in red like a pie slice. The rest of the clock face remains plain. Simple, flat clipart design with fine outlines and transparent background.

How do you define success? For you personally, what makes a day to be a „good day“? How do you know your life decisions brought you forward? If you are like me, your answers will center around YOUR life: what you achieved, how you felt, etc.

God’s perspective

Western societies tend to over-emphasize the individual. God has a different perspective: He is a God of the Generations. When he thinks of you, he also sees all the connections: Where you are coming from and where you are going to. Your ancestry and your children’s children. Your society, your culture, and how your life is shaping the life of tomorrow.

In order to be successful by his standards, we need to live beyond our own lives. When the settlers came to America, they knew: it will be hard for us, and maybe we will survive. It will even be hard for our children. But if we succeed, and our children succeed, our children’s children will have a better life. This kind of long-term perspective is rare in today’s thinking.

For a family, having kids is not about the well-being of the parents. Not even about the well-being of the kids. The question is, how can we raise our kids in a way that they can display godly values even when their society opposes God? How can they be Daniels & Esthers?

Jeremiah wrestles with God’s plan

In Jeremiah 32, we see a similar theme going on. Jeremiah knows from God that Jerusalem will be destroyed. But then his cousin asked him to buy out his land, and Jeremiah recognized this to be a command from God (v. 8). After the transaction, he complained: God, why?? (v. 25) He tried to make sense of that. He looked at the history of Israel and didn’t find a solution.

But God saw life beyond Jeremiah’s „today“. He re-affirmed that Jerusalem will be destroyed, but then gave hope: he will gather them and let them live in the land again (so buying land does make sense). And here is his end goal of all this:

„I will give them singleness of heart and action, so that they will always fear me and that all will then go well for them and for their children after them.“ (Jeremiah 32:39)

God’s goal

He is after our hearts. And when we follow His heart, this will actually benefit to our spouse, our children, and our society. A healthy family is a testimony of God’s covenant.

And „healthy“ doesn’t mean you need to be perfect. Healthy means: staying connected with the vine (John 15). Without this connection, all fruit is temporary. But when your love grows to God, it will grow to people, too. The most spiritual thing you can do is not spending hours praying in tongues, believing for healing, or donating 90% of your income, but: to love (1Corinthians 13:1-3). This is the call that God gave you. And as marriage & family is a vocation, too: he has called you to be a God-fearing husband/wife, father/mother, son/daughter, etc.

So how about this criteria of success: Did I love well today? Did my actions reflect God’s love? Did we as a family experience his grace today? Did I model God’s values to my children?

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Probably, there is no relationship in life that is impacting you more in your life than the relationship between your parents.

• If you have good parents, you say to yourself: „I want to be like them.“ They are a good role model to you. And this will help you a lot, especially when parenting your own children.
• If you have bad parents, you say to yourself: „I will never become like them.“ The problem is: this „never“ rarely works. By default, you will parent your children the same way your parents did – or do exactly the contrary of how they did it.
• And probably, everyone of us have parents who range somewhere in-between. So we have both things we cherish and things we will „never“ do like them.

This „never“ is essentially an inner vow, a self-directed promise that we make out of our frustration/pain (often because of an traumatic experience). Consciously or subconsciously, we promise ourselves: „This will never happen again!“

Dealing with this kind of things is painful. We like to move on, we want an easy-going life, so we tend to push the pain down. We prefer to walk the familiar way – protecting ourselves. This is a trust issue – because God wants to be the one protecting you.

So, what can we do?

As we become aware of such inner vows, we can bring them to the cross – Jesus already died for them. We can exchange our wrong beliefs and promises with his truth, listening closely to what he says about them, making ourselves dependant on Him again.

And then, we need to practise to live in this freedom, by reminding ourselves of the truth again and again, deciding to trust Him again and again. These decisions will literally change/re-train the chemistry in our mind and body, the way how we instinctively react to certain situations. That’s why it often takes more than a day to change a habit. That’s why it took Israel many years to arrive in the Promised Land – because God took the time to disciple them as a nation.

These processes are a lot of hard, emotional work. But o the freedom you experience afterwards!

„Since this is the kind of life we have chosen, the life of the Spirit,
let us make sure that we do not just hold it as an idea in our heads or a sentiment in our hearts,
but work out its implications in every detail of our lives.“
(Galatians 5:25 The Message)